Dont push me cause I'm close to the edge part 2) private Naim and Kyouichi

Yuske stood in the park that he had first met his quincy frend. Kyouichi was suppose to meet up with him to discuss some alliances and what not. Though Yuske really felt sad that this may be his last meeting with his newfound friend. The quincy always had been caring, and never jumped to conclusions. Yuske was suppose to talk about alliances with the humans, and fightning against the evil people that seek to destroy. Of course Yuske felt sad.

Exodia refused to talk to him anymore, and a voice kept speaking at random times. It really did scare Yuske. Exodia had not spoken in a few days now after that last audience. For some reason Exodia knew something that Yuske definetly did not. Yuske sat down on the bench located infront of the swings. Yuske remembered playing at this place. Bringing up memories he did not want to remember. He let them slide by and he closed his eyes.

Flashback...

Yuske is walking with his dad and mom. They take him to the playground. He is playing, and they are laughing. His sisters is there too. They are having a ball, playing with eachother. Yuske is enjoying this flashback alot. Yuske wished he could go back to this time, and warn himself. Never to become a shinigami, and warn his dad about what was to come. It was a lost dream, but as Yuske enjoyed this little stroll down memory lane. A scary and loud voice surrounded the flashback. Then it came a monster of sorts. Yuske tried not to see what was about to happen in this flashback. "Stop!", said Yuske. The voice got closer than he heard screams of terror. He opened his eyes. Everything was black, and himself as a little kid stood there. "Why?", said the smaller him. Yuske noticed the boy was looking at him. "Why? Why can't you control it", said the little Yuske. Yuske can not see his face, but he looks up. The little Yuske had half the face of a hollow, and his hands are dripping with blood. "Why can't you", said the little Yuske. Yuske could not say anything. He was frozen, and forced to look at this. This thing that he could become, or did he already become it. Yuske closed his eyes.

He was out of the flashback, but he had his eyes closed. He shook his head back and forth. He kept on hearing the question over and over again. He kept on envisioning the smaller Yuske with the face that was half hollow. "Why? Why can't you control it". Those words would haunt Yuske until something was done. He was hoping Kyouichi would hurry up, because Yuske needed to end this once and for all. He needed to tell Kyouichi what would or might take place. He was his friend he should know.

Kyouichi stared at his watch as he quickened his pace he was a little late at the moment, his friend Raiden called him and ask to meet him at the park, and it seemed as if he wanted to discuss something, and it was at the last minute too.

He quickly turned around a buildings corner and kicked a rock that lay on the side of the side way, he was supposed to meet him an hour ago, but certain problems came up and now he was late. Kyouichi was wearing a black trench coat, and a duffle bag, and flipping a lighter in the other, Kyouichi didn't smoke, the lighter was from an old friend of his that wanted him to hold on to it for a little bit as well as some other stuff, seeing as he had just came from there.

He looked to the side and let out a sigh wondering what it was that had seemed to be bothering him, as if something bad was going to happen when he met him.

He looked at his watch again and saw that three more minutes had just past, and decided to pick up speed and started to go into a fast jog trying to get to the park quicker.

He looked around trying to see a short cut, in which he saw a small short cut by moving on top of the houses that were just across to the park. Looking around carefully checking to see if no one was around he formed his black boots, and quickly kicked off of the ground, the boots helped to propel him up on top of a house and he began to start kicking off of the air, making it seem like he was flying.

Within a few minutes, he caught sight of the park and saw Raiden standing there alone, quickly deactivating the boots he landing softly on the group with a somewhat worried expression on his face.

“Sorry I’m late I sort of got caught up with something, what wrong?” he asked in a soft tone.

ooc: sorry i'm late posting i was working on something

Raiden slowly turned around emotionless. He then slowly perked a smile, but then looked back down. Raiden did not know how to put this. The letter was enough for Kyouichi to understand. Though Raiden did not except the facts of what may or will happen. Raiden earlier this week had did something terrible. When he had released the chains and gates off of Exodia. His inner hollow as no longer suppressed enough for Exodia to control. He got up, and he drifted over to his friend. He perked another smile, and then went back to a frown.

Raiden looked his friend into his eyes. "I have something very important to tell you, and after telling you I have a note I will give you. Once I give you the note I will be leaving. You will not find me anywhere except the destination I will be going which I included in this letter. Now Time to tell you the sad thing. I am becoming a monster. I am becoming a vaizard, and I need help. For me to aquire this help I need to find the vaizards. I will greet them, but then after that I will probably die. This hollow is a strong one, and not even the great spirit I have can no longer suppress it. It freaks me out, and for many months it gave me nightmares. So I just wanted to say one more adeiu to you my friend.", said Raiden as he smirked a little.

Yet again he frowned. He took out the letter, and handed it to Kyouichi. Raiden had nothing else to say. This was his last meeting he would have. He handed him a picture also. It was a picture of him and Kyouichi at a young age. Apparently Raiden nor Kyouichi knew. They had known each other a while back, but they never kept their friendship.


Inside this letter:

Dear Kyouichi,

I have just told you I am becoming something I can not control. My fate is in the hands of the vaizards. If you ever do find their hideout please seek them out. They will tell you what happen. I strongly believe I will die at this site during my so called hollowfication. My life has been changed, and now my spirit refuses to talk to me. I have been in a nightmare ver since my father died. If I do not reach my cousin in time please pass on this word. Also if I do not reach in time my second death will surprise her. Since she thought I was dead, and not even a shinigami. Sorry friend, but this may be my last writing to you.

Sincerely,
My main bro the quincy boy,
Kyouichi

Kyouichi tilted his head in a slight fuse of confusion, he remmebered running into a vizard twice, Kuroda was one of them, that was first a shinigami and then turned into one, he didn't know how it happened or what they did to achive becoming a vizard, but he knew that it was a dangerous task, with a small chance of success, but a zanpakuto spirit, leaving their partner is something new to him, he has never heard of something like this before, but read about it somewhere in the records he had, but didn't pay it that much attention. His eye's narrowed a bit.

He looked down and read the note that Raiden had given him, he read every word, and slowly looked up at him.

"If you keep thinking that your gonna die, then thats whats gonna happen your just jinxing yourself beliveing that your weak and not strong, even if your zanpakuto spirit has left you, there is still only "you" that you can reaily on, if you want to live to see another day, and see your family and friends again then you have to fight, kill it or what ever it is, sometimes, the most scariest, thing to face, iss your self, but if it's you then you and your self both must have the same type of weakness or something, and if you want to live or to hold onto something, that is very dear to you, then you'll fight what ever it is and you will kill it, and crush it underneath your feet, we all have out demons that we must face, even my self, but if it's a strong will you'll raise above your fears and will become victorius." he said with a stern voice.

Putting the note into his pocket he shook Raiden's hand, "Don't worry, remmeber, if there is something thats close to your heart, you'll win, but if something does happen to you, I'll watch over your family and friends, and if you need help, you need only to ask." he added as he took a step back and put the photo into his pocket

It somewhat troubled him when there was nothing for him to do to help a friend in trouble


ooc: play this in the back ground .... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUAAnDJ6o6o&feature=related

"If you keep thinking that your gonna die, then thats whats gonna happen your just jinxing yourself beliveing that your weak and not strong, even if your zanpakuto spirit has left you, there is still only "you" that you can reaily on, if you want to live to see another day, and see your family and friends again then you have to fight, kill it or what ever it is, sometimes, the most scariest, thing to face, iss your self, but if it's you then you and your self both must have the same type of weakness or something, and if you want to live or to hold onto something, that is very dear to you, then you'll fight what ever it is and you will kill it, and crush it underneath your feet, we all have out demons that we must face, even my self, but if it's a strong will you'll raise above your fears and will become victorius."

Raiden listened to these words very carefully. Though he did not feel like speaking. He was still sad. His zanpaktou spirit could easily suppress the hollow. Now that he had opened the gate ripped his chains what was left. Nothing was left for Raiden to do. When he battled his hollow he would have no power to do so. Exodia was now being suppressed by the hollow. The situation had made Raiden depressed. Though the words his friend spoke helped.

"Don't worry, remmeber, if there is something thats close to your heart, you'll win, but if something does happen to you, I'll watch over your family and friends, and if you need help, you need only to ask."

"Don't worry friend", said Raiden. "I know people that will also look after my family and friends, and also he is in the soul society. I have actually declared myself a rouge shinigami. Due to the fact of my fate I will no longer be one", said Raiden. Raiden smiled. He used a Hell butterfly to send a note to the soul society about what was about to take place. Yuske frowned a little again. He turned around, gave his signature pose and said the words that started their friendship. "We are suppose to be worst enemies", said Raiden as he laughed. He hadn't laughed in months. "Why so serious?", said Raiden as he cried. At that moment he shunpoed away. Where he went did not matter to know onw. His fate was sealed, and no one could help ease his pain, but the vaizards. "Ryo Satoru", yelled Raiden so Kyouichi could hear him.

((exit topic..man I wish this charrie did not have to die))